I almost didn’t post this because I immediately felt angry at myself for even recording it and then I got sad. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I posted something on the Beacon app about how much I hate how different my body looks now and other moms could relate and gave me such encouraging words. I ultimately decided to post because I want anyone else whose struggling with this too know how normal it is. Some days I remind myself that I grew, birthed and fed my baby all with my body so I